June 20, 2005

HELLO AGAIN

shit fuck. shit. fuck.

retrobulbar optic neuritis. had myself all calmed down and reassured that the big fucking blind spot that appeared in my left eye on saturday afternoon was an anomaly and NOT the ms rearing its ugly head again. then i google it, and all i can see is MULTIPLE FUCKING SCLEROSIS.

so it looks like we’re back to neurologist, mri’s, and THAT hellish roller coaster.

i was all set to tell you about my wonderful weekend. poof. it’s gone

Posted by Stacey at June 20, 2005 02:29 PM
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Mouth/brow set in look of total consternation. Oh, no. Big sigh. Damn. I'm sorry.

Stace, I'm not very physically demonstrative, but I'd give you a quick, firm hug if I could.

Posted by: VFH at June 20, 2005 03:02 PM

it's a stupid anomoly
it's a stupid anomoly
it's a stupid anomoly
it's a stupid anomoly
it's a stupid anomoly
it's a stupid anomoly

Posted by: mark at June 20, 2005 03:17 PM

Nope. Nah. Not so. Won't allow it to be. Damn google.

Tell us about your wonderful weekend!

:sticks head in sand:

Posted by: lucy at June 20, 2005 03:50 PM

Oh no ..... I am sorry to hear that Stace. I can't even say "don't despair" because I am not having to live through what you are going through. I can try to encourage you to think as positively as you can and heal the blind spot through positive thoughts. I will be praying for you my dear friend. Sending you lots of ((( hugs))) and love.

Posted by: Michelle at June 20, 2005 03:52 PM

you okay? can I help?
- Dana

Posted by: -d at June 20, 2005 06:10 PM

Geez Stacey, sorry to hear this. I think the internet is wrong and it is just a stupid anomoly!


On the bright side, I have played that demo track for several people now and they are all wanting to hear the finished product. This has been really easier than usual since the music is incredible.

Good luck at the neurologist, I will pray for you and send some positive vibes your way also!

Posted by: Jeff A at June 20, 2005 07:30 PM

I'm sure that Google is the most pessimistic way of researching anything medical. Lots of hugs and positive vibrations coming your way.
Will you have to wait long for an appointment?

Posted by: Anji at June 21, 2005 01:54 AM

oh no it isn't!

*shakes head back and forth with hands on hips*

Posted by: tj at June 21, 2005 06:18 AM

Stacey - just dropping by to let you know I was thinking about you a lot today. I hope you are okay.

Posted by: Michelle at June 21, 2005 04:16 PM

i'm ok everybody. thanks! especially to you wagging your finger at me, tj! really! i posted while i was having a pity party. won't do that again. i see my neurologist tomorrow. i'll let you know what he says. love you guys. really. you're awesome.

Posted by: stacey at June 21, 2005 07:47 PM

BIG hug!!!

Posted by: moonandsun03 at June 22, 2005 02:26 PM

Hope everything's OK.

Posted by: TW at June 22, 2005 06:57 PM

shit fuckness go away
shit fuckness go away
shit fuckness go away

Posted by: Suzette at June 23, 2005 08:50 AM